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Mental Disorder

by Off Thoughts

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Lyrics: This room is something I might have got to know too well Capturing monsters under my bed I stand up, I walk down the hallway Just to see that I am still so conflicted with my soul But I know that Life won’t always stumble in the dark Following the sunrays to your heart In the shelter of the light I’m losing grip on my fears And today the waves took me away I look up, a walk out the doorframe Just to see that I no longer depend on something else but me Life won’t always stumble in the dark Following the sunrays to your heart Life won’t always stumble in the dark Following the sunrays to your heart
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Lyrics: You never dared what nobody did before Careful with your life, you never wanted more So easy to be apart when you feel naked Life is strange but it’s only what you make it I fall when the lights go dark But I’m happy with the way things are Night is falling from the skyline again Once you see through the dark you are free We’re not gonna die tonight we’re not We just watch the purple skyline night We’re not giving up tonight oh no We just watch the skyline, the skyline until we go Stuck in contention with desire fighting over and over, not getting tired Well aware of all the small things you can’t see as you try to be as happy as you used to be I fall when the lights go dark But I’m happy with the way things are Night is falling from the skyline again Once you see through the dark you are free We’re not gonna die tonight we’re not We just watch the purple skyline night We’re not giving up tonight oh no We just watch the skyline, the skyline until we go Night is falling from the skyline again Once you see through the dark you are free We’re not gonna die tonight we’re not We just watch the purple skyline night We’re not giving up tonight oh no We just watch the skyline, the skyline until we go
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Lyrics: We are the sky Like angels of steel A flying fortress Sailing the clouds We are the calm Before the storm We’ve got no heaven to pray for They took it right from our bones Right from our bones Set our heaven on fire Try to remember us and we will go on in your hearts Yellow sunrays Are flooding the sea The crawling twilight Is warming on our skin And when the sun sets We wake through the night A thousand stars above our heads Will take us home Set our heaven on fire Try to remember us and we will go on in your hearts (Try to remember us and we will go on in your hearts)
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Lyrics: I might try to find out What this really is about Now it’s twentyfour years in a row When your soul spread its wings Flew across the land and sings Like a bird in the morning sunlight You are home now You are home now I wanna get back in time I wanna do better today I wanna go back and see That everything matters on the way is That I can do better today I saw you laugh, I saw you cry First thing’s tough but so did I Can I help you see though the darkness When you rise, when you fall Until you know you’ve seen it all It’s a long way out of the darkness Until you see They are calling me I wanna get back in time I wanna do better today I wanna go back and see That everything matters on the way is That I can do better today (x4) I wanna get back in time I wanna do better today I wanna go back and see That everything matters on the way is That I can do better today
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Irreversible 04:43
Lyrics: Memories are calling from the other side: Hope will never rise against the fear Nothing more than degraded love and unfoolish dreams When you sleep you feel less alone as in the day it seems In the night they call you home Whispering words that don’t belong They’re irreversible They’re irreversible Breathing in and out defies the fear No one tells the truth you want to hear Crawling deep inside to find salvation of this blackout in your soul forevermore In the night they call you home Whispering words that don’t belong They’re irreversible They’re irreversible Feel the walls you cannot scale As your tries begin to fail The greatest mistake you did was to be scared to make mistakes As if they were irreversible They’re irreversible
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Flake 03:38

about

I am not special.
I did not lock myself in a cabin far away from home to write this ablum.
I did not have the possibility to explore all of my feelings in isolation.
I did not experience things some of us didn’t as well at some point.
Altho I wish I was, I am very unlikely special.

Pretty much all of you know that I am not a gifted singer. And it’s true.
At least in my head.
Of course I don’t know what you think but I can’t imagine any differnt.
My first try wasn’t a angelic voice-performance that went viral on YouTube.
My 20th try wasn’t either.
Altho I wish I was, I am not special.

I try to give this life a purpose myself, because I can’t find one.
And I can’t live without one. Someone said:
'Bananas are crooked because they grow towards the sun.'
I have no clue what that has to do with anything of this.

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released June 19, 2020

Composed and written by Stefan Krenn
Produced, Mixed & Mastered by Stefan Krenn

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Off Thoughts Munich, Germany

OFF THOUGHTS aka Stefan Krenn is a German singer-songwriter, composer and music producer.

His music is a fusion of Synthpop, New Wave and Electronica, often with a nostalgic touch.

His 2020 debut album 'Mental Disorder' was entirely written and produced by himself, receiving support from Radio Galaxy and the 'Synthwave' and 'Retrowave' scene.
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